Wednesday, September 5, 2012

This is why I like TV

Originally this gifs from

We are in Buckingham Palace, the very heart of the British Nation.
Sherlock Holmes, put your trousers on. 


This is a fanmade vid from the supernatural series. I love how this vidder add in the dialogue as well as the background song.

There has been a debate even in our religion if angels could fall.. I just found out, it's not strictly in other religion.. affairs of the heaven not ours to busy body LOL. Just enjoy the vid

Fanvid title : The burden of Choices

The song is Hello Night by  Zoë Keating
Trivia :
Zoë Keating (born February 2, 1972) is a Canadian-born cellist and composer based in San Francisco, California.

Freedom is a length of rope. God wants you to hang yourself with it.

Quotes used in the video:

Dean: I thought angels were supposed to be guardians.
Castiel: I'm not here to perch on your shoulder. Angels are warriors of God. I'm a soldier.

Anna: Perfect. Like a marble statue. Cold. No choice.

Dean: The angels - they don't care. I think maybe they just don't have the equipment to care. It seems like when they try it just...breaks them apart.

Anna: Choosing your own course of action - it's confusing. Terrifying.

Castiel: I don't know what to do. Please tell me what to do.
Anna: I'm sorry. It's time to think for yourself.

Dean: Help me, now. Please.
Castiel: I do that, we will all be hunted. We'll all be killed.

Hester: You have fallen in every way imaginable.

Dean: If there is anything worth dying for, this is it.

Hester: The very touch of you corrupts. When Castiel first laid a hand on you in Hell, he was lost!

Castiel: For the first time, I feel.

Crowley: What are you, Castiel? And what exactly are you willing to do?

Dean: What are you gonna do? Cas?
Castiel: I don't know. Isn't that amazing?

Monday, April 23, 2012

Far Encounter Of The Male Kind


It was more of a scary ride for me, because I was alone in a town where I do not have family support, living alone. He purposely get my name wrong to fish the right one from me. I was afraid that I was being stalk, my physical appearance is not popular among the men, but I do have an income they would like to trap.

Here is how the story goes.. suddenly I receive an unknown sms from a number that is not register to my mobile - In bold is the sms

"Askum" it says... 

Me being a good polite human answered "Maaf siapa ni? Saya tukar handphone baru, no awak saya takde" (Because its quite true, I change my old nokia 2780 to the cool Samsung Galaxy Ace and me the malas never get to transfer all the numbers of old phone to the new one.. so hence each time new numbers, I give them and excuse, owh your number is lost heh)

N then he answered "O ya ke awk. Erm tentu awak dah lupa sy ni"

Duh! No shit sherlock, are you 'effing' blind? Just answer my question la. Typical. So I have to repeat my question again 'Siapa ni?'

Then he answered 'Sy Mamat' - contoh nama la ahaks - standard sms slang malay kalau saya=sy

In my brain there's just ??? because I did not recognise the name anywhere in my past or present. I answered again 'Mamat? Kerja kat mana? Are you sure you have the right person? I don't think I know any Mamat.. pls refresh my memory"

"Minah, u ada acaunt facebook tak, apa nick u" he answered back

"Maaf saya bukan minah, salah orang kot" I answered

"O ya ke awak keja d pejabat xxx tu kan" (which is correct and that surprised me). Sory ya ganggu u. Klau awk nak tgk sy kat facebook Mamat bin Mamut"

I search and couldn't find any, there's prolly few Mamat bin Mamut, sometimes if that person did not set his FB profile searchable.. couldn't find it duh!

So I answered "Tak jumpa pun, where did we know each other? Masa Keje? (which is very unlikely because I would know if there is a Mamat) Universiti? Skolah menengah?"

And then he answered dum!dum!dum! "Sebenarnya u tak kenal I dan I yg nak kenal u, maaf bg u fikit tentang I

WTF???? Are you fooking nuts? This is NOT the way to start getting to know each other. Fooking Scary IMHO. So anyway I layan just curious to see where the hell he get mah phone numbah"Ok no problem blh berkenalan, btw nama saya Amirah bukan Minah (stupid idiots-in mah head). Kat mana dapat no saya ni?"

"Perempuan yang keje kat gerai Wak Labu sebelah pejabat you tu la"

Ok I will ask around kesahihan maklumat ni tomorrow because now if after office hours and I'ma going home.

We exchange more infos, age, but he never answered what he really did for a living which kinda annoy me. And then he call me that evening.. just to hear mah voice kot.. to certain that I was female? I could be a transgendered or sound like Chris Colfer you never really know Ima woman, stupid

Well in that phone conversation all I sum up was he couldn't even produce the name of the person who gave him my phone number.. the way he answered it vague and hesitant. Imagine, if you a matchmaker (the womanlah), you want to give a girl's phone number to a potential suitor lahkan.. wouldn't it you have to sit and talk over Teh Tarik with the guy, and have a heart to heart chat.. not just carelessly tossing the phone number around.. well if this is the case, the middle lady is also not to be trusted lah kan.

After the conversation we continue a little bit smsing, He did ask about if I was renting, did I drive a car, I didn't counter question because sometimes I like to see if the person would volunteer the infos, which he did. He only had a motor not car, and lives in a kampung like seting garden house with his mom kot, that is why I conclude he is not on par with me in terms of financial, I was a bit disappointed.  So sue me alright, its human nature to value the person who kinda 'courting' you 'sekufu' ke tak kan?

My psycho-analyse self started working.... He is establishing my financial status so it seems.
Is he a classic scheme like nigerians???  LOL malay nigerian style.

 We sms some more a bit about parents and other stuff and then as suddenly he disappear without saying goodbye or salam. So that the end of conversation for the nite.

The next day, I track down Warung Wak Labu sebelah my office tu so I ask around (as far as I remember I never give my number to anyone).The buat air girl agree with me, we never exchange phone number. The owner auntie said.. prolly these serkap jarang type who does this, she also kena, but there is this statement she said, layan je la, kan single malam bukan ada keje pun??? (At that time, I did not think any of it.. maybe is something, maybe is nothing)

He started smsing me, apologising sbb finish credit eh? Hello! I'm on prepaid as well, infact this phone numbah has been with me since 2000 and I never let it run out of credit. It shows he is using a secondary sorta disposable number and how untrustworthy this male kind is or maybe he is really low on the money side.. no matter.

I'm still not satisfied who gave him the number I asked again after I asked around warung Wak Labu "Siapa org tgh bg no fon sy kat awak?"

"Kan saya dah bg tau semalam"

"Org keje kat warung Wak Labu kata takder, cara awak jawab mcm awak tak kenal pun kakak tu, mcm no tepon sy ni kena lelong je"

"Nape u tak suka ka org rekemen I kenal ngan u"

(OMG!!! Un Effing believable!!! I would've pull out mah hair, how typical)
"Sy nak tau siapa, sbb mcm kita minta keje kena ada rujukan kan, jd bakal majikan akan tanya lah kat orang yang dirujuk tu" (How more Idjits can you get????)

"Tak pe la klau u tak nak I tak leh wat pe sy hormat keputusan u tp sy ikhlas nak kenal ngan u"

(God!!! Cas!! will you please smite this moron *angry face*)
"Sy memang jenis suka terus terang kalau tak puas hati sy akan tanya sampai puas hati dan sy akan nilai, tula sifat saya. Jadi sy nak tau siapa kakak tu? Blh sy sembang ngan dia"

And then.... he got scared! LOL! Look like I don't need Cas for smiting anymore
One pesky pest chased away

"Tak pe lah lupakan saja mungkin kita kenal tak lama tp sy happy sgt sembang ngan u"
(In my defense I thot he was ending it - lost in smsing LOL)

Ughh...??? duh! "Ok no problem bye" (Lalala skiping to Cas's arms in my fantasy land)

And I thot my life has finally found peace untill a few minutes later

"Sy ikhlasnak kwn ngan 'Ira' (He shortened my named that already short to a nickname that made me feel like I wanna wring his neck in which he uses it generously the night before, FYI my name is Amirah, ppl call me Mira for short, it sound better, but pls don't shortened it to 'Ira') tp wat masa ni biarlah sy pegang janji ngan org tu yg bg no fon u nanti akan sy ceritakan blh tak?"

Pulak??? And he kept sending few sms which I will never answered again...

The moral of this story.. why go so elaborate 'stories'. I can smell teh lie a mile away..If you watch Navy NCIS TV series, there is this no nonsense lead character name Gibbs. He is so badass ppl afraid to call him his first name, thus Gibbs stick (actually his first name is soo kampung lol Leroy Jethro, who the hell name their kid Leroy Jethro hehehe). Anyway he had 50 rules and never wrote them and he expect his underlings to remember them all.. There is this one rule I like to add this 'Mamat' situation - Rule number seven: Always be specific when you lie

IF I layan his sms with another sarkas sms, I know the typical male kind outcome would be like : Eleh you think you so damn hot/goodlooking whatever, who wants you anyway. FYI mister male kind, I might not be as pretty as the girl next door (I know this.. girl next door is better looking than I) BUT I am a human being and deserve, if you have any intention of courtship, to be courted with RESPECT AND HONESTY. Why go all the way with this cock and bull story anyway? 

From all our sms the night before, we have nothing in common it seems. He hasn't watched TV for sometime and only interest in Bola. I was a kaki wayang esp action pack english ones. He did offer me at one time - to go to Tg Dawai kononnya nak shopping stuff to give to my family LOL. Kununnya nak first date/out going kat Tg Dawai??? Sorry not my cup of tea, anyway my parents are on salt and cholesterol watch, so they don't even want any salted fish or anchovies and stuff alike. We'll be like duck talking to chicken... hmm it's true 'sekufu' is important.

Word of wise : Never start a friendship/relationship with lies and secrecy it will not lead to anything good.

Saturday, February 18, 2012

At The End of The Day It Is Not About Love

I love this episode 2.05 of Being Human US version. It's deals with 'addiction' in any form. For Vampy Aidan is blood, for Josh is his wolf form and Sally is life. At end of the day is not about love - is just what makes you feel good

Episode monologue

At the end of the day, all any of us wants is to feel good. And wether it's a long wet kiss on the dark night or a needle in the arm, it will gnaw at you until you give in- until you let yourself feel good again. And there is nothing esle in the world that feels better than giving in to your inner monster. Every monster has their own version of addiction, it's written into our own nature. We need the blood, the strength, the power. But the curse of those of us with darker urges, is that when we let the cravings inside us take over, someone else pays the price. And when a monster sets sail for rock-bottom, there's no telling what destruction he'll leave in his wake 
- Aidan McCollin

I love the ending where Aidan meet Henry (his vampy childe) again. The background song make the mood feel like it is a love story lol.. When for a vampire story it does feels like that 

Aidan and Henry had some sort of a fall out back in the 1930's because of Suren (a sort of vampire princess). Aidan took an interest of her because he is her bodyguard/escort at that time. But before he make a move Henry was faster. It did angered Aidan to the point he wanted to stake Henry but Suren stop him. And then Henry continue sleeping with other human woman behind Suren's back, disregarding of Aidan's warning.

So classic but in a twisted vampy way. Daddy and son after the same girl but umm.. Daddy and son also have some UST as well lol! When you dwell upon Henry is like a child having a tantrum coz Daddy wants to find some other girl hehehe

Gifs source -

Ouch! Daddy don't love me anymore - Ima gonna pout

Another arguement of Aidan and Henry 
 All gif source is from

One night Suren found out and in her rage she kill the woman in front of other people. This force her 'Mother' to put the hotel into 'lockdown' and order all the vampys to kill the other humans. Before the attack start, Aidan rejected Henry and then told him to leave Boston (making Henry as his childe an orphan). Mother than 'ground' (buried her) Suren for 80 years as her  punishment

 Aidan rejected Henry because of his disloyal to Suren..
Present time, Mother orders Aidan to dig Suren up. She then orders Suren to head Boston and Aidan became her second. After Suren successfully seducing Aidan to drink life again, they got together. Mother came and gave them a warning that they are slacking. Aidan and Suren head out to clean Bishop's orphaned mess. And Bishop's old place Aidan found Henry again but he decide to hide this from Suren.

The background song where Aidan meet Henry feels like a love song lol! The connection in that scene where Aidan stood infront of Bishop's table and saw him sitting there (Bishop is his vampy daddy but Aidan kill him) and then he met his child Henry again.. *sigh*

Aidan looking at Bishop's empty chair 

Aidan having Bishop flashback

Aidan meets Henry again

 My soul has flown and I am what is left I am skin and bones 
- David J. Roch "Skin And Bones"

Monday, February 13, 2012

Seeing the glass - Half Empty or Half Full?

I just realise that.. I had no followers lol except for one friend (*wink* to that person).

I have so many feeelingss.... lol. Part of me is like.... Wait!.. What? I have no followers.. oh well *sigh* *sulk*

And part of me is like excited! Because of this I can actually write anything... no one will comment or flame or anything... no critical response, trolls. I can write no sense.. and all the 'weird' stuff

OMG! all the slash stuff.. maybe my chance to finish my unfinish fanfic without the fear of being criticise by the public, language was a problem.. I mean English is not my first language.. so the Grammar Police will miss this lol.. Hooray. All my 'deviantart' stuff, my music vid :D

Well for everything else there's always my 'rainbow weeping misha' LOL!

In Between a Sith and a Vampire

Thy name is Sam Witwer :D. The actor of Being Human US version TV series. I started watching the UK version first and then I watch the US version. The first part of the season, I prefer the UK version. I prefer the UK werewolf because he is cuter (anyway he was in Sherlock BBC One - The Hounds of Baskerville) - pictures link Russell-tovey blogspot.

Later part around end of season 2, I like the US version and I prefer the US vampire because Sam Witwer is more sexy lol. I have no problem with the ghost for UK and US they are both good. Oooh! did you know, they're also Sam and Sam here (Sam Witwer and Sam Huntington).. S2 like J2 in Supernatural lol

I first really like him in Force Unleashed II trailer as Galen Marek (Starkiller -clone). He is wow! (forgive me Maul :(, you always be my numero uno pocket bishonen Sith). He is Darth Vader's secret apprentice (hmm sound like a scandalous affair heeee).

Teaser trailer of Force Unleashed II 

Yes! That is Sam Witwer :D

Yoda:  Death is a natural part of life

Vader:  Foolishly you hold your hope for the life you once had

Yoda:  Let go of everything you fear to loose, you must

Vader: You think you have a purpose or destiny

Yoda: Uncertain in faithful, you are

Vader: You are but a shadow of your former self

Yoda:  Confuse, you have become

Vader: Weak and misguided

Yoda: Hide not from yourself

Vader: accept your servitude

Yoda: Confront you fear

Vader: That all is lost

Juno Eclipse: Will I ever see you again?

(*Juno is Starkiller/Galen Marek love interest)

Full trailer Force Unleashed II
"Is that I am to you Vader? Your dirty little secret? That's it I'm leaving you" 
(Galen to Vader lol - kidding)

And now Being Human

Above is the US version and below the UK version

Being Human Trailer US Version

Here is what Sam says to a question - Which is better a vampire or a Sith
(Sam wants to be a Vampire Sith woo! :D)

I remember this character/zombie/corpse in Walking Dead
(The dead soldier in the tank)

That is also him - He said there's a backstory to that dead soldier character but because of AMC budget cut so no story :(. So here is what Sam said about the dead soldier

Sunday, February 12, 2012

Earworms 1

I have few earworms right now lol. Some of the songs are directly from all the music vid that watch from Supernatural

"Ever since we lost Cas…he’s going through the same motions but he’s not the same Dean”
-Sam Winchester Supernatural

This one title : C'est La Mort - by The Civil Wars

The vid is as usual from Supernatural TV series

Swan dive down eleven stories high
Hold your breath until you see the light
You can sing to the bottom of the sea
Just don't go without me

Go with us where no one can be found
Drink so long and deep until you drown
Say your goodbyes but darlin if you please,
Don't go without me.

C'est la vie, C'est la mort.
(Such is life, such is death.)
You and me,

Lets walk on the road that has no end
Steal away where only angels tread
Heaven or hell or somewhere in between
Cross your heart and take me with you please
Don't go
Please don't go
Don't go without me

This song originally from Kanye West- altho tak minat sgt mamat ni.. tp lagu ni best
So now I just want to show the cover version from the The Fray and the other is Jenny Lane. I like it both

Song : Heartless - Kanye West
Cover1 : The Fray
Cover2 : Jenny Lane


In the night, I hear them talk the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless [echoes 3X]
How could you be so heartless [echoes 3X]
Oh, how could you be so heartless?

How could you be so cold as the winter wind when it breeze yo
Just remember that you talking to me yo
You need to watch the way you talking to me yo
I mean after all the things that we been through
I mean after all the things we got into
Ayo, I know there are some things that you ain't told me
Ayo, I did some things but that's the old me
And now you wanna get me back and you gonna show me
So you walk around like you don't know me
You got a new friend, well I got homies
But in the end it's still so lonely

How could you be so Dr. Evil?
You bringing out a side of me that I don't know
I decided we weren't gonna speak so
Why we up 3 A.M. on the phone?
Why though she be so mad at me for?
Homie I don't know she's hot and cold
I won't stop wont mess my groove up
Cause I already know how this thing go
You run and tell your friends that you're leaving me
They say that they don't see what you see in me
You wait a couple months then you gonna see
You'll never find nobody better than me

Talking talking talking talk
Baby lets just knock it off
They don't know what we been through
They don't know about me and you
So why I got something new to see?
And you just gonna be keep hating me
And we just gonna be enemies
I know you can't believe
I could just leave it wrong
And you can't make it right
I'm gonna take off tonight (Into the night)

The 6th Degrees of Rise of the Planet of the Apes

I wanted to write about this movie right after I watched it.. but then I didn't had the time to edit this entry properly lol

This is not a remake but a prequel of the story, it has some sort of the background how human civilization fall and how the ape took over. I went to watch this because of just one actor who play a supporting role. His name is David Hewlett, he use to play Dr. Rodney Mckay in Stargate Atlantis (SGA). I thought they've given him the 'glorious pak pacak' role because it's been a long time since SGA ended. But I was wrong, even tho his character is just one of those supporting character and also an 'ass' (lol!) but his character did have a significant role on the whole story line of how human fall.

David's character attacked by the Caesar

David Hewlett as Rodney Mckay in Stargate Atlantis

I'm sure 'John Sheppard' will be proud because this time David's character is a pilot and in the end credit, we got to see him in his commercial airline uniform O.O. I want some slash crossover fic, right now! I wonder if his character had any name, because while watching I couldn't catch it.

John Sheppard and Rodney Mckay pic (David Hewlett and Joe Flanigan)

 source :

It is a good movie, the violent part is just towards the end. Andy Serkis did a wonderful job in showing the expression of the apes :D. He put a lot work into it. His character do not talk, it express its feeling with sign language and the rest through facial expression. I hope Andy will be nominated for the oscar.

My favourite scene is when Caesar was giving Tom Felton (Dodge) 'the stare of doom'. In all that stare says with such hate and it says 'I'm going to kill you' and at that moment, it was not an ape but something intelligent and you should not take it lightly.

I don't have that particular scene but this scene will do :D

Dodge Landon:“Take your stinking paw off me, you damn dirty ape!”


gifs source : Link tumblr

That particular cage scene with Dodge and Caesar reminds me of a spn scene Caged Heat S6 - Dean and Samuel. Samuel is Dean's grandad, and he just found out that Samuel screw them over. So Samuel lock Dean in a cell. There were heated exchange words

DEAN: I’ll tell you who I am. I’m the guy you never wanna see again. ‘Cause I’ll make it out of here, trust me. And the next time you see me, I’ll be there to kill you.
SAMUEL: Don’t think there’s gonna be a next time.
DEAN: Whatever gets you through the night.

Tom Felton is awesome as! There are times that made me want to spank him and say "Tom!... er Draco how many times must I remind you that the ape is NOT Harry, stop bullying him" :P

Tom in Harry Potter as Draco Malfoy

Tom as Dodge Landon the bully - he needs
new roles


I love John Lithgow :D. This story focus a lot on on dad and son relationship. There's Will and his Dad. Caesar and Will is also sort of dad and son, Tom Felton (Dodge Landon) and his dad. I guess Dodge is that way because his dad does not treat the animal well. And I see him spending all his time at that place, like 24/7, it look like he practically live there, working for his dad. Seem like it would twist his moral and brain for a bit.

David Hewlett and John Lithgow 
John Sheppard (SGA) would say "Rawdney! do not piss off the natives"

This story play with gene therapy. That is what Will trying to create. A gene therapy that could cure Alzheimer and its method of delivery is through virus. I don't really understand medical that much, is it not dangerous?

(OMG! In Stargate Atlantis (SGA), the crew undergoes gene therapy to enable them to interact with the Ancient Tech. For people who is not familiar with SGA, the Ancient Tech is activated by certain genes, and only very few have them, the strongest is John Sheppard. I figure they somehow use John Sheppard's gene to treat the other crew members. But in SGA it is not like the Alzheimer treatment in this Ape movie, you have to keep giving the treatment, maybe in SGA they did it only once and altered the genetic of a person to somehow made them a bit similar to John Sheppard's so they can at least activate one Ancient Device).

That is why John Lithgow character after sometime develop an immunity towards the virus (alz-112) - its 'postman', and the treatment no longer works for him. The apes are test subjects. The apes in this movie is 'huge'. I think normal size chimp are just short and smaller. They stay true to the original Charlton Heston apes movie. Caesar became intelligent  through genetic transfer. His mom was a test subject so it transfer to him through genetic.

So then when the alz-112 cease to function, Will create a new 'aggressive' virus for the gene vector (alz-113). Aggressive virus = bad. First human fatality was Will's assistant - the chimp handler - Steven Jacobs (OMG! the guy was in Reaper lol! How could I forget that. Sam's friend - Sock). It seems that the alz-113 virus had bad effect on human but not to the Chimps.

As Sock in Reaper (TV Series)  

Steve accidentally inhale it then got sick and sneeze blood. Then somehow through some cosmic joke (which happen a lot to this David Hewlett's character) Steve sneeze blood on David's character.

Things happen Will got caught up with Caesar problem in that animal place. Steve died and then the animals went into riot on the Golden Gate Bridge. I know there is a connection between this movie and Stargate Atlantis lol!

Ape riot at The Bridge

Atlantis lands in the San Francisco Bay and the balcony was looking at the Golden Gate Bridge after a fierce battle defending earth on the last eppy of the series.

See the guy with the Canadian flag on the right - tha'ts David Hewlett

After all the riots ends and the apes retreat to Muir Woods. You must stay until the end credits. There will be a scene where David's character all on his pilot uniform ready to fly.. and then he got nose bleed. Dum..dum dum!

This is what the last scene implies. He will fly all over the world and spread the virus. Humans population will die and decrease. After the years, the apes will multiply and intelligent will pass down through genetic. In the end, they will take over the world

Point to ponder : This gene therapy method is like a two edge sword. Is it beneficial and also dangerous.

Saturday, February 11, 2012

The Phantom Menace

"Wipe them out, all of them" - Darth Siddious

Well I try not to make this entry as a movie review, but in 3D after somewhat 12 years, oh golly, so many feeelings. My Darth Maul, I fall for him hard back then, still do lol. Still looking like the 'pocket sith' walking beside Nute Gunray and Rune Haako (I know he will be ridiculously annoyed by that). My Obi-wan so beautiful in his tragically loosing his mentor, brother, father, family Master Qui-Gon. I find myself that I could take the Gungan but I just couldn't stand the boy lol! My poor Jake Lloyd, I have no doubt he was a good actor, the boy played Timmy in The Pretender and I felt for that character but.. Lucas have a knack of destroying an actor's potential.. I knew he did with Hayden was catastrophic grand scale in the sequels. The meal conversation in Anakin's home with his mom, Qui-gon, Amidala and Gungan Jar Jar was painful to watch.

But the pod racing scenes were extended which made Ani's winning feel more celebrated. The handmaiden decoy was lame, anyone could see that Padme who goes out on her way in introducing herself on Tattooine to the Jedi and Anakin, suddenly absent in Coruscant :P but it does have an appeal to first time viewer.

The duel with Maul, Obi-wan and Qui-Gon was as awesome as always. As far as Sith and Jedi duel go, they love threesome lol! Kinky meh?... Every time I saw duel in Clone Wars animation, most of the time 2 Jedi and one baddie. :P

Maul's background was now much much more extended since 1999. He sound like a broken soul that needed to be rescued in the extended books - Saboteur and Shadow Hunter. As I look on his background in the wikia, he have siblings in Clone Wars animation. They was a storyline that brought him back as himself and clones like beating a dead horse only to get him kill again and again which is pointless lol, like Starwars South Park, they keep killing Maul.

Maul's society from the planet where he came from sounds like a kinky dominatrix amazonian tribe. The women are all Amazonian powerful force-user cum witch which took their men (zabrak hybrid) for mating and slavery. Oh! for the love of Castiel, so many kinky bdsm undertones lol. So Maul's mom gave him to Palpy Siddious in hope that he could get away from that 'slavery mating' lifestyle into another form of servitude? Hmm which is the lesser of the two evil, I wonder.

And Ray Park.. what can I say, still waiting for the next G.I. Joe, will we ever get to hear Snake Eyes' voice or see his face?

My most background information of Obi-wan and his dynamic with Master Qui-Gon is from Jedi Apprentice Series  (at the time, it was only that, no wikia or anything like that). There was a love interest for Obiwan in Clone Wars animation, her name is Satine, how fitting that Ewan's character in Moulin Rouge was also in love with his Satine (Nicole Kidman). Epic love story with epic love song that one.

Never fall in love with a woman who sells herself. It always ends bad! - Moulin Rouge

Oh well so much for Starwars and its extended universes.

I wrote this at the death of Qui-Gon Jinn from Obi-wan point of view at my site :P

Train Him
by Mila

Train him
That was your last words to me
No words of love
No words of hope
No words of regret
Just these words

Train him
You are so certain
With death lingering in your eyes
He is the chosen one
You said
 How can I possibly argue anymore?

The council had said
His future is clouded
I sense the danger he might become
But you
You saw something full of promises

Do you know how I felt?
Taking this responsible
It felt like a child
Wielding his father's gun
Such power the boy holds
Such faith you have for me

Train him
You said
Words rolling out of your lips
As I cradle you
As death slowly claim you

Train him
You said
And then nothing more
You have joined the Force
Where someday I will be

Train him
You said
And I will
That is my promise to you

Wednesday, January 11, 2012


It's been a year since that 'event' happen and that person has not clear some  stuff with me.
As tho that person wanted to 'sink' the knife a little deeper into my life.
Well I have one thing to tell you even tho maybe in your sick twisted soul you might feel happy knowing that I'm hurt, always hurt because for every fucking month there's always a reminder of your existence (don't act you don't know what I'm talking about).
Even tho you made me feel like I have nothing, you want to break me or you want tear me.

I got news for you, I'm still here, I haven't break yet.
I have not crawl into the corner and maybe cry?
Or so you thought that was going to happen,
No, that had not happen
I still go to movies to watch stories that I like
I still go to eat outside
I still go to shop grocery and food
Things that you thought you done it for me,
or you thought you were like my saviour to accompany me doing it
You think I couldn't do it on my own?

I think you were some sort self centre, selfish, egoistical excuse of a human
Before there was you, I've been doing those alone and all by myself

As I said before, I was here first!
I will wait for the day, if God willing the news will come to me
For the day that you disappear

Skyscraper - Demi Lavato

You can take everything I have, You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass, Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

As the smoke clears, I awaken
And untangle you from me
Would it make you, feel better
To watch me while I bleed?

All my windows still are broken, But I'm standing on my feet

You can take everything I have, You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass, Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

Go run, run, run
I'm gonna stay right here, watch you disappear
Yeah oh

Go run, run, run
Yeah, it's a long way down
But I am closer to the clouds up here

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