Choices

This is a fanmade vid from the supernatural series. I love how this vidder add in the dialogue as well as the background song.

There has been a debate even in our religion if angels could fall.. I just found out, it's not strictly in other religion.. affairs of the heaven not ours to busy body LOL. Just enjoy the vid


Fanvid title : The burden of Choices

The song is Hello Night by  Zoë Keating
Trivia :
Zoë Keating (born February 2, 1972) is a Canadian-born cellist and composer based in San Francisco, California.

Freedom is a length of rope. God wants you to hang yourself with it.

~Castiel~

Quotes used in the video:

Dean: I thought angels were supposed to be guardians.
Castiel: I'm not here to perch on your shoulder. Angels are warriors of God. I'm a soldier.

Anna: Perfect. Like a marble statue. Cold. No choice.

Dean: The angels - they don't care. I think maybe they just don't have the equipment to care. It seems like when they try it just...breaks them apart.

Anna: Choosing your own course of action - it's confusing. Terrifying.

Castiel: I don't know what to do. Please tell me what to do.
Anna: I'm sorry. It's time to think for yourself.

Dean: Help me, now. Please.
Castiel: I do that, we will all be hunted. We'll all be killed.

Hester: You have fallen in every way imaginable.

Dean: If there is anything worth dying for, this is it.

Hester: The very touch of you corrupts. When Castiel first laid a hand on you in Hell, he was lost!

Castiel: For the first time, I feel.

Crowley: What are you, Castiel? And what exactly are you willing to do?

Dean: What are you gonna do? Cas?
Castiel: I don't know. Isn't that amazing?

Earworms 1

I have few earworms right now lol. Some of the songs are directly from all the music vid that watch from Supernatural

"Ever since we lost Cas…he’s going through the same motions but he’s not the same Dean”
-Sam Winchester Supernatural

This one title : C'est La Mort - by The Civil Wars

The vid is as usual from Supernatural TV series

Swan dive down eleven stories high
Hold your breath until you see the light
You can sing to the bottom of the sea
Just don't go without me

Go with us where no one can be found
Drink so long and deep until you drown
Say your goodbyes but darlin if you please,
Don't go without me.

C'est la vie, C'est la mort.
(Such is life, such is death.)
You and me,
Forevermore.

Lets walk on the road that has no end
Steal away where only angels tread
Heaven or hell or somewhere in between
Cross your heart and take me with you please
Don't go
Please don't go
Don't go without me





This song originally from Kanye West- altho tak minat sgt mamat ni.. tp lagu ni best
So now I just want to show the cover version from the The Fray and the other is Jenny Lane. I like it both

Song : Heartless - Kanye West
Cover1 : The Fray
Cover2 : Jenny Lane

"Heartless"


In the night, I hear them talk the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless [echoes 3X]
How could you be so heartless [echoes 3X]
Oh, how could you be so heartless?

How could you be so cold as the winter wind when it breeze yo
Just remember that you talking to me yo
You need to watch the way you talking to me yo
I mean after all the things that we been through
I mean after all the things we got into
Ayo, I know there are some things that you ain't told me
Ayo, I did some things but that's the old me
And now you wanna get me back and you gonna show me
So you walk around like you don't know me
You got a new friend, well I got homies
But in the end it's still so lonely

How could you be so Dr. Evil?
You bringing out a side of me that I don't know
I decided we weren't gonna speak so
Why we up 3 A.M. on the phone?
Why though she be so mad at me for?
Homie I don't know she's hot and cold
I won't stop wont mess my groove up
Cause I already know how this thing go
You run and tell your friends that you're leaving me
They say that they don't see what you see in me
You wait a couple months then you gonna see
You'll never find nobody better than me

Talking talking talking talk
Baby lets just knock it off
They don't know what we been through
They don't know about me and you
So why I got something new to see?
And you just gonna be keep hating me
And we just gonna be enemies
I know you can't believe
I could just leave it wrong
And you can't make it right
I'm gonna take off tonight (Into the night)

Mei Immortalis Amor

At the end of October 2011, I've had to say goodbye to my most fave character in Supernatural - Castiel. I'm saddened by this, it took me a long time to get over it. I guess after they had a December 2011 cliffhanger and left Bobby in between life or death... I finally can talk about my Castiel. But it did leave me feeling a bitter because Bobby had a whole episode dedicated to his death (which may or may not happened, we will know somewhere in January 2012) but Cas had only few minutes time talking to Dean. Guess it is how fate rolls it doesn't escape the make believe world of TV series. Fate has it this Castiel character ends that way.. *sigh*

 I'm gonna start with this picture - Last night on earth


In this picture all the characters who are not Dean and Sam are now dead. Well if Bobby returns in January 2012, he will be only one left.



"So the morning we got there to shoot that, I said to Jensen, 'You know, I don't think we have any...strict rule on what we're gonna do with this coat, but what seems to me, when they fold up a flag at a soldiers funeral, there's kinda this specific way they fold it.' And then he (Jensen) goes, 'I would take it with me, I would put it in the trunk of the car. I'll take it, because it's silly for me to leave- I wouldn't leave it.' And so we agreed on that." -Guy Norman Bee, Director


In this vid it started of Dean taking Cas's coat and folding. It interlace of scenes them together in the past how time and time again Castiel save Dean and those he care about.




I did it, all of it, for you.

A bit of AU-ish vid for Castiel's death

Castiel: I feel regret. I just wanted to make amends before I die.
Dean: Does it make you feel better?
Castiel: No. You?
Dean: Not a bit.

Castiel: I'm sorry, Dean.
Dean: I'm sorry, too then.
Castiel:What's the point if you don't mean it?
Dean: Cas, I would have died for you. Please, I've lost Lisa. Don't make me loose you, too.

The Fallen Angel - Castiel

This vid has nothing to do with Cas's death, but I love the the usage of other scenes from movies, esp the scenes of John Constantine walking through hell. This is because Castiel character's appearance was model after Constantine :D

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Carry On My Wayward Son

My Brother Samuel Winchester
 
Sam : Lilith did not break the final seal, lilith was the final seal. I killed her and I set Lucifer free

Sam : Problem's with me, how far I'll go

Ruby : You're the only one who could do it?

Sam : Why me

Ruby : Because it had to be you Sammy

Mon Ange Castiel

Dean : Look me in the eye and tell me that you are not working for Crowley

Cas: I'm doing this for you Dean

Dean : Son of a bitch

Cas : I'm doing this because of you

Dea : When crap like this comes around we deal with it, like we always have. What we don't do is we don't go out making other deal with the devil

Cas : It sound so simple when you say it like that. Where were you when I needed to hear it
Dean : I was there, where were you?

Crowley : You know the difference between you and me. What are you Castiel. What exactly are you willing to do

Dean : Damn it Cas! We can fix this
Cas : Dean! It is not Broken!

The Man Who Would Be king

I just cannot get over the awesome eppy... oh my Cass, what have you done?

He is running from his wildest thoughts. He is running from his everything

He is looking now to find something, Hoping he could be saved

Looking for the conviction that he craves, He needs to find the answer sooner or later

Pushed himself to the limits, He had to strife for all the harder things in life

But what the cost to give him now

Maybe one day they’ll forgive him what he’s done, with all the pain of lying too early in the grave

The man who would be King by Iron Maiden

vid by ToruFinalFantasy

To do or not to do, that is the question

I don't have confidence. Somehow doing vid is so much easier than writing fic. But I finally have one finish.. *sigh*. I'm always a Dean/Cas girl... but this muse wouldn't let me go so this is Meg/Cas (because of that effing hawt kiss they do duhhh!) and it is NC-17!!! (So now you know why I categorise my blog to adult) egadzzz... well nobody's gonna read it.. and i'm just gonna put the excerpt here lol!

I really thought of sending it to a beta in meg_castiel lj community.. Maybe I just put the whole fic at fanfiction.net go la la la la on my merry way...maybe I should? *sigh* maybe I shouldn't... I'll think about it some more :P

Working title : The darkness to your light, the hatred to your love
Working tagline : "certain regrettable things are now required of me" 

meg background is inspired by merlin.
spoiler until 6.20
Meg/Cas nc-17
warning violence, semi-consensual

you know supernatural tv series? You're good to go 

Excerpt ....

He returned some time later. She thought he was finally going to kill her. She curled her lips at him and snarled. "What's the matter Clarence? You back for more?"

In the blink of an eye he was in front of her and grabbing her neck. She felt his fingers burn. And then he kissed her, it was a bruising and domineering kiss but she felt something stirring inside of her nonetheless. When he released her, she was breathless and found herself looking at his cold blue eyes. Suddenly she felt his fingers touch her neck. Something is forming around it, something cold. She felt the chains disappear. She looked down and saw it was a steel ring around her neck; it was the same steel that made the chains. He yanked it and  brought her face close to his.

"Who owns you Morgane?" he spoke.

The name made her shrink into herself, she hasn't heard that name for hundreds of years. It was her human name. Meg was the name of her previous host. The Winchester brothers kept calling her that and there was no need to correct them. She'd learned that she had to guard to her true name because of the dangers it holds if others knew and at this moment she knew exactly what it meant. He yanked her collar again, snapping her out of her thoughts, waiting for her answer. How did he know?

"You." she had to answer.

Satisfied with her answer, it was the first time she'd seen his expression change. He had this proud smirk on his face. He traced the colar, she saw it was in Enochian. And then she felt the steel colar sink into her skin and around her demon form. She realised that even if she changed her host body, he would always find her, that much she knows. She cursed inwardly. As she watched him leave, she wondered about the colar, there were Enochian letters carved on it. She could only guess that it was a name it bore because it had seven letters. Castiel.

Castiel kisses like a pro even tho this is his first :P
Angel + porn = Angel Boner lol!

by ILoveThesePeople

The naughties : Jus In Bello

Let me interrupt this program by pointing out naughty things the actors do outside the supernatural show.

Here is the result of too much boys and screaming female fans

I like to point out that most of them are happily married with little copies of them at home lol!

Note : Thanks to all the tumblr that I follow and blogging this awesome pics
Original tumblr post are
http://misha-bawlins.tumblr.com/post/4795737129/come-to-jus-in-bello-convention

http://mishasteaparty.tumblr.com/post/4555731846

http://mishasteaparty.tumblr.com/post/4555731846

And the rest have reblog and added the photos for us to swoon, drool and squee

*Jus In Bello = Justice in War (is a title of a SPN eps). It is also name for the Rome SPN Convention