At The End of The Day It Is Not About Love

I love this episode 2.05 of Being Human US version. It's deals with 'addiction' in any form. For Vampy Aidan is blood, for Josh is his wolf form and Sally is life. At end of the day is not about love - is just what makes you feel good

Episode monologue

At the end of the day, all any of us wants is to feel good. And wether it's a long wet kiss on the dark night or a needle in the arm, it will gnaw at you until you give in- until you let yourself feel good again. And there is nothing esle in the world that feels better than giving in to your inner monster. Every monster has their own version of addiction, it's written into our own nature. We need the blood, the strength, the power. But the curse of those of us with darker urges, is that when we let the cravings inside us take over, someone else pays the price. And when a monster sets sail for rock-bottom, there's no telling what destruction he'll leave in his wake 

- Aidan McCollin

I love the ending where Aidan meet Henry (his vampy childe) again. The background song make the mood feel like it is a love story lol.. When for a vampire story it does feels like that 

Aidan and Henry had some sort of a fall out back in the 1930's because of Suren (a sort of vampire princess). Aidan took an interest of her because he is her bodyguard/escort at that time. But before he make a move Henry was faster. It did angered Aidan to the point he wanted to stake Henry but Suren stop him. And then Henry continue sleeping with other human woman behind Suren's back, disregarding of Aidan's warning.





So classic but in a twisted vampy way. Daddy and son after the same girl but umm.. Daddy and son also have some UST as well lol! When you dwell upon Henry is like a child having a tantrum coz Daddy wants to find some other girl hehehe




Gifs source - http://itsnoteasybeinghuman.tumblr.com/post/17706582389

Ouch! Daddy don't love me anymore - Ima gonna pout

Another arguement of Aidan and Henry 

 All gif source is from http://itsnoteasybeinghuman.tumblr.com/post/17545964652

  
One night Suren found out and in her rage she kill the woman in front of other people. This force her 'Mother' to put the hotel into 'lockdown' and order all the vampys to kill the other humans. Before the attack start, Aidan rejected Henry and then told him to leave Boston (making Henry as his childe an orphan). Mother than 'ground' (buried her) Suren for 80 years as her  punishment

 Aidan rejected Henry because of his disloyal to Suren..

Present time, Mother orders Aidan to dig Suren up. She then orders Suren to head Boston and Aidan became her second. After Suren successfully seducing Aidan to drink life again, they got together. Mother came and gave them a warning that they are slacking. Aidan and Suren head out to clean Bishop's orphaned mess. And Bishop's old place Aidan found Henry again but he decide to hide this from Suren.

The background song where Aidan meet Henry feels like a love song lol! The connection in that scene where Aidan stood infront of Bishop's table and saw him sitting there (Bishop is his vampy daddy but Aidan kill him) and then he met his child Henry again.. *sigh*

Aidan looking at Bishop's empty chair 

Aidan having Bishop flashback

Gifs - http://iheartsamwitwer.tumblr.com/post/17619097523

Aidan meets Henry again

 My soul has flown and I am what is left I am skin and bones 

- David J. Roch "Skin And Bones"

Seeing the glass - Half Empty or Half Full?

I just realise that.. I had no followers lol except for one friend (*wink* to that person).

I have so many feeelingss.... lol. Part of me is like.... Wait!.. What? I have no followers.. oh well *sigh* *sulk*

And part of me is like excited! Because of this I can actually write anything... no one will comment or flame or anything... no critical response, trolls. I can write no sense.. and all the 'weird' stuff

OMG! all the slash stuff.. maybe my chance to finish my unfinish fanfic without the fear of being criticise by the public, language was a problem.. I mean English is not my first language.. so the Grammar Police will miss this lol.. Hooray. All my 'deviantart' stuff, my music vid :D

Well for everything else there's always my 'rainbow weeping misha' LOL!

In Between a Sith and a Vampire

Thy name is Sam Witwer :D. The actor of Being Human US version TV series. I started watching the UK version first and then I watch the US version. The first part of the season, I prefer the UK version. I prefer the UK werewolf because he is cuter (anyway he was in Sherlock BBC One - The Hounds of Baskerville) - pictures link Russell-tovey blogspot.

Later part around end of season 2, I like the US version and I prefer the US vampire because Sam Witwer is more sexy lol. I have no problem with the ghost for UK and US they are both good. Oooh! did you know, they're also Sam and Sam here (Sam Witwer and Sam Huntington).. S2 like J2 in Supernatural lol

I first really like him in Force Unleashed II trailer as Galen Marek (Starkiller -clone). He is wow! (forgive me Maul :(, you always be my numero uno pocket bishonen Sith). He is Darth Vader's secret apprentice (hmm sound like a scandalous affair heeee).

Teaser trailer of Force Unleashed II 

Yes! That is Sam Witwer :D

Yoda:  Death is a natural part of life

Vader:  Foolishly you hold your hope for the life you once had

Yoda:  Let go of everything you fear to loose, you must

Vader: You think you have a purpose or destiny

Yoda: Uncertain in faithful, you are

Vader: You are but a shadow of your former self

Yoda:  Confuse, you have become

Vader: Weak and misguided

Yoda: Hide not from yourself

Vader: accept your servitude

Yoda: Confront you fear

Vader: That all is lost

Juno Eclipse: Will I ever see you again?

(*Juno is Starkiller/Galen Marek love interest)

Full trailer Force Unleashed II

"Is that I am to you Vader? Your dirty little secret? That's it I'm leaving you" 
(Galen to Vader lol - kidding)

And now Being Human

Above is the US version and below the UK version



Being Human Trailer US Version

Here is what Sam says to a question - Which is better a vampire or a Sith
(Sam wants to be a Vampire Sith woo! :D)

I remember this character/zombie/corpse in Walking Dead
(The dead soldier in the tank)

That is also him - He said there's a backstory to that dead soldier character but because of AMC budget cut so no story :(. So here is what Sam said about the dead soldier

Earworms 1

I have few earworms right now lol. Some of the songs are directly from all the music vid that watch from Supernatural

"Ever since we lost Cas…he’s going through the same motions but he’s not the same Dean”
-Sam Winchester Supernatural

This one title : C'est La Mort - by The Civil Wars

The vid is as usual from Supernatural TV series

Swan dive down eleven stories high
Hold your breath until you see the light
You can sing to the bottom of the sea
Just don't go without me

Go with us where no one can be found
Drink so long and deep until you drown
Say your goodbyes but darlin if you please,
Don't go without me.

C'est la vie, C'est la mort.
(Such is life, such is death.)
You and me,
Forevermore.

Lets walk on the road that has no end
Steal away where only angels tread
Heaven or hell or somewhere in between
Cross your heart and take me with you please
Don't go
Please don't go
Don't go without me





This song originally from Kanye West- altho tak minat sgt mamat ni.. tp lagu ni best
So now I just want to show the cover version from the The Fray and the other is Jenny Lane. I like it both

Song : Heartless - Kanye West
Cover1 : The Fray
Cover2 : Jenny Lane

"Heartless"


In the night, I hear them talk the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless [echoes 3X]
How could you be so heartless [echoes 3X]
Oh, how could you be so heartless?

How could you be so cold as the winter wind when it breeze yo
Just remember that you talking to me yo
You need to watch the way you talking to me yo
I mean after all the things that we been through
I mean after all the things we got into
Ayo, I know there are some things that you ain't told me
Ayo, I did some things but that's the old me
And now you wanna get me back and you gonna show me
So you walk around like you don't know me
You got a new friend, well I got homies
But in the end it's still so lonely

How could you be so Dr. Evil?
You bringing out a side of me that I don't know
I decided we weren't gonna speak so
Why we up 3 A.M. on the phone?
Why though she be so mad at me for?
Homie I don't know she's hot and cold
I won't stop wont mess my groove up
Cause I already know how this thing go
You run and tell your friends that you're leaving me
They say that they don't see what you see in me
You wait a couple months then you gonna see
You'll never find nobody better than me

Talking talking talking talk
Baby lets just knock it off
They don't know what we been through
They don't know about me and you
So why I got something new to see?
And you just gonna be keep hating me
And we just gonna be enemies
I know you can't believe
I could just leave it wrong
And you can't make it right
I'm gonna take off tonight (Into the night)

The 6th Degrees of Rise of the Planet of the Apes

I wanted to write about this movie right after I watched it.. but then I didn't had the time to edit this entry properly lol

This is not a remake but a prequel of the story, it has some sort of the background how human civilization fall and how the ape took over. I went to watch this because of just one actor who play a supporting role. His name is David Hewlett, he use to play Dr. Rodney Mckay in Stargate Atlantis (SGA). I thought they've given him the 'glorious pak pacak' role because it's been a long time since SGA ended. But I was wrong, even tho his character is just one of those supporting character and also an 'ass' (lol!) but his character did have a significant role on the whole story line of how human fall.

David's character attacked by the Caesar

David Hewlett as Rodney Mckay in Stargate Atlantis

I'm sure 'John Sheppard' will be proud because this time David's character is a pilot and in the end credit, we got to see him in his commercial airline uniform O.O. I want some slash crossover fic, right now! I wonder if his character had any name, because while watching I couldn't catch it.







John Sheppard and Rodney Mckay pic (David Hewlett and Joe Flanigan)

 source :
http://cheesemeister97.tumblr.com/post/7620055711/not-posted-anything-mcshep-y-for-a-while-so-i










It is a good movie, the violent part is just towards the end. Andy Serkis did a wonderful job in showing the expression of the apes :D. He put a lot work into it. His character do not talk, it express its feeling with sign language and the rest through facial expression. I hope Andy will be nominated for the oscar.

My favourite scene is when Caesar was giving Tom Felton (Dodge) 'the stare of doom'. In all that stare says with such hate and it says 'I'm going to kill you' and at that moment, it was not an ape but something intelligent and you should not take it lightly.


I don't have that particular scene but this scene will do :D


Dodge Landon:“Take your stinking paw off me, you damn dirty ape!”




Caesar:“NO!”

gifs source : Link tumblr

That particular cage scene with Dodge and Caesar reminds me of a spn scene Caged Heat S6 - Dean and Samuel. Samuel is Dean's grandad, and he just found out that Samuel screw them over. So Samuel lock Dean in a cell. There were heated exchange words

DEAN: I’ll tell you who I am. I’m the guy you never wanna see again. ‘Cause I’ll make it out of here, trust me. And the next time you see me, I’ll be there to kill you.

SAMUEL: Don’t think there’s gonna be a next time.

DEAN: Whatever gets you through the night.

Tom Felton is awesome as baddie..lol! There are times that made me want to spank him and say "Tom!... er Draco how many times must I remind you that the ape is NOT Harry, stop bullying him" :P


Tom in Harry Potter as Draco Malfoy

Tom as Dodge Landon the bully - he needs
new roles



 




I love John Lithgow :D. This story focus a lot on on dad and son relationship. There's Will and his Dad. Caesar and Will is also sort of dad and son, Tom Felton (Dodge Landon) and his dad. I guess Dodge is that way because his dad does not treat the animal well. And I see him spending all his time at that place, like 24/7, it look like he practically live there, working for his dad. Seem like it would twist his moral and brain for a bit.

David Hewlett and John Lithgow 

John Sheppard (SGA) would say "Rawdney! do not piss off the natives"

This story play with gene therapy. That is what Will trying to create. A gene therapy that could cure Alzheimer and its method of delivery is through virus. I don't really understand medical that much, is it not dangerous?

(OMG! In Stargate Atlantis (SGA), the crew undergoes gene therapy to enable them to interact with the Ancient Tech. For people who is not familiar with SGA, the Ancient Tech is activated by certain genes, and only very few have them, the strongest is John Sheppard. I figure they somehow use John Sheppard's gene to treat the other crew members. But in SGA it is not like the Alzheimer treatment in this Ape movie, you have to keep giving the treatment, maybe in SGA they did it only once and altered the genetic of a person to somehow made them a bit similar to John Sheppard's so they can at least activate one Ancient Device).

That is why John Lithgow character after sometime develop an immunity towards the virus (alz-112) - its 'postman', and the treatment no longer works for him. The apes are test subjects. The apes in this movie is 'huge'. I think normal size chimp are just short and smaller. They stay true to the original Charlton Heston apes movie. Caesar became intelligent  through genetic transfer. His mom was a test subject so it transfer to him through genetic.






So then when the alz-112 cease to function, Will create a new 'aggressive' virus for the gene vector (alz-113). Aggressive virus = bad. First human fatality was Will's assistant - the chimp handler - Steven Jacobs (OMG! the guy was in Reaper lol! How could I forget that. Sam's friend - Sock). It seems that the alz-113 virus had bad effect on human but not to the Chimps.

As Sock in Reaper (TV Series)  

Steve accidentally inhale it then got sick and sneeze blood. Then somehow through some cosmic joke (which happen a lot to this David Hewlett's character) Steve sneeze blood on David's character.



Things happen Will got caught up with Caesar problem in that animal place. Steve died and then the animals went into riot on the Golden Gate Bridge. I know there is a connection between this movie and Stargate Atlantis lol!

Ape riot at The Bridge

Atlantis lands in the San Francisco Bay and the balcony was looking at the Golden Gate Bridge after a fierce battle defending earth on the last eppy of the series.

See the guy with the Canadian flag on the right - tha'ts David Hewlett




After all the riots ends and the apes retreat to Muir Woods. You must stay until the end credits. There will be a scene where David's character all on his pilot uniform ready to fly.. and then he got nose bleed. Dum..dum dum!

This is what the last scene implies. He will fly all over the world and spread the virus. Humans population will die and decrease. After the years, the apes will multiply and intelligent will pass down through genetic. In the end, they will take over the world


Point to ponder : This gene therapy method is like a two edge sword. Is it beneficial and also dangerous.

The Phantom Menace

"Wipe them out, all of them" - Darth Siddious


Well I try not to make this entry as a movie review, but in 3D after somewhat 12 years, oh golly, so many feeelings. My Darth Maul, I fall for him hard back then, still do lol. Still looking like the 'pocket sith' walking beside Nute Gunray and Rune Haako (I know he will be ridiculously annoyed by that). My Obi-wan so beautiful in his tragically loosing his mentor, brother, father, family Master Qui-Gon. I find myself that I could take the Gungan but I just couldn't stand the boy lol! My poor Jake Lloyd, I have no doubt he was a good actor, the boy played Timmy in The Pretender and I felt for that character but.. Lucas have a knack of destroying an actor's potential.. I knew he did with Hayden was catastrophic grand scale in the sequels. The meal conversation in Anakin's home with his mom, Qui-gon, Amidala and Gungan Jar Jar was painful to watch.

But the pod racing scenes were extended which made Ani's winning feel more celebrated. The handmaiden decoy was lame, anyone could see that Padme who goes out on her way in introducing herself on Tattooine to the Jedi and Anakin, suddenly absent in Coruscant :P but it does have an appeal to first time viewer.

The duel with Maul, Obi-wan and Qui-Gon was as awesome as always. As far as Sith and Jedi duel go, they love threesome lol! Kinky meh?... Every time I saw duel in Clone Wars animation, most of the time 2 Jedi and one baddie. :P



Maul's background was now much much more extended since 1999. He sound like a broken soul that needed to be rescued in the extended books - Saboteur and Shadow Hunter. As I look on his background in the wikia, he have siblings in Clone Wars animation. They was a storyline that brought him back as himself and clones like beating a dead horse only to get him kill again and again which is pointless lol, like Starwars South Park, they keep killing Maul.

Maul's society from the planet where he came from sounds like a kinky dominatrix amazonian tribe. The women are all Amazonian powerful force-user cum witch which took their men (zabrak hybrid) for mating and slavery. Oh! for the love of Castiel, so many kinky bdsm undertones lol. So Maul's mom gave him to Palpy Siddious in hope that he could get away from that 'slavery mating' lifestyle into another form of servitude? Hmm which is the lesser of the two evil, I wonder.

And Ray Park.. what can I say, still waiting for the next G.I. Joe, will we ever get to hear Snake Eyes' voice or see his face?

My most background information of Obi-wan and his dynamic with Master Qui-Gon is from Jedi Apprentice Series  (at the time, it was only that, no wikia or anything like that). There was a love interest for Obiwan in Clone Wars animation, her name is Satine, how fitting that Ewan's character in Moulin Rouge was also in love with his Satine (Nicole Kidman). Epic love story with epic love song that one.

Never fall in love with a woman who sells herself. It always ends bad! - Moulin Rouge

Oh well so much for Starwars and its extended universes.

I wrote this at the death of Qui-Gon Jinn from Obi-wan point of view at my fanfiction.net site :P



Train Him
by Mila


Train him
That was your last words to me
No words of love
No words of hope
No words of regret
Just these words

Train him
You are so certain
With death lingering in your eyes
He is the chosen one
You said
 How can I possibly argue anymore?

The council had said
His future is clouded
I sense the danger he might become
But you
You saw something full of promises

Do you know how I felt?
Taking this responsible
It felt like a child
Wielding his father's gun
Such power the boy holds
Such faith you have for me

Train him
You said
Words rolling out of your lips
As I cradle you
As death slowly claim you

Train him
You said
And then nothing more
You have joined the Force
Where someday I will be

Train him
You said
And I will
That is my promise to you